chances of jailbreak? nil.
even Los Baños had turned me down.
final answer. The University of Santo Tomas. finito. i finally had the last word. *grin* no more ifs. no more buts.. after over 75 days of waiting, it's finally decided. yay.
for the next four years, i'd be trying to earn a degree in Legal Management at UST. no more UP dreams. )o:
oh well. let's see if hell would freeze over and i'd get accepted in the UP Law School 4 years from now. hmm..
i wanted to pack up and leave the nuthouse, but i guess i'm stuck here for god-knows-how-long.
[geek] i'm using a 1024x768 resolution. if you're using an 800x600.. just let it POP, okie? [/geek] 『좀』JOM [6:21:00 PM]
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[ 5.25.2003 ]
*wut??!
chow :: butterfingers.. :P
wut? Karen Elson has a twin sister? hmm.. i saw it on the june03 ish of Vogue. (o: is her sis in the modeling biz, too? dunno.
wut?! arches is closing d0wn? apparently so.. and he isn't even sure if he's coming back.. dude, ya better. i wanna hear how Shadowbane's coming along. *grin*
wut??! i missed Bianca's 17th bash?! yep. 8pm onwards at Greenbelt, Makati and i was a no-show. why was that? because i couldn't earn my dad's nod. gawd. he's probably taking advantage of the last few days before my jailbreak.. and so..
wut??!! i'm finally moving out?!! dang.. i know! (o: there're 4 more days 'til the U.P. Los Baños wait-list results and if i end up there, i'd pack up and be country girl 'til i get impressive GPAs and move back to Manila. if i get the thumbs-down, i'd study at the Univ of Sto. Tomas til i earn a degree in AB Legal Management. i'd continue living in the nuthouse if that happens.
have i mentioned that i've applied for a degree in BS Math and BS Applied Math at UPLB? precisely..
exactly how i feel for UPM. and Julius. haha! haha! haha!
while keng is right when he said that i should never say vows that i cannot keep (tnx, pre), i'm pretty determined.
/*/*/*/*/*/*make some noise*\*\*\*\*\*\ merci beaucoup to Shara. i am getting hosted at the FatedAngel Network (o: yepoo!! do change your links to http://jom.dot.nu, my banner-free redirection host, because by the end of the month, i should've moved my crap up at fatedangel.com/jom.
the Wachowski brothers are sheer glitz. by creating The Animatrix, the Enter the Matrix video game, and the comic books, which are juicy additions to the storyline, they're getting even richer than they already are.
yep. pull your cash out and see the connections. play the video game, read the comic books, watch the Animatrix (the only reason why i saw Dreamcatcher was because they snuck in Final Flight of the Osiris in it). casheesh! casheesh! casheesh!! the video game'll set me back about Php 3,000.00 ..i don't fucking care. can't w8. when does it get released in Manila?
did those dreadlocked twins really die? they shouldn't, because i want to see them in The Matrix Revolutions. way cool. Neo's still all that.. and as much as possible, the Wachowskis tried to eliminate bullet-dodging scenes. and the architect? hella long and a bit confusing speech.
there's that part in Zion where the people starts jumpin around, dancin, raving. the musique sounded pretty good.. and those beats made me want to jump around, dance, and rave as well. gah. maybe when i get it on dvd, i will (o: ..and no, i made sure i wasn't wearing any black when i went to see it. wouldn't that make me look too cliche? heehee..
okay one more thing, Melovingian says that swearing in French's like wiping his ass in silk.. me nods. "Putain!! Fiche moi la pax! Imbecile!" ..and if you haven't seen it yet, do stay around after the credits. i got to see the trailer for The Matrix Revolutions, which comes out 5 months from now.
have i spoiled it much for you? *zip.*
right now, i'm putting up that cardboard car you pop up from the smarties box. bleh. they should've never changed the packaging. 『좀』JOM [12:36:00 AM]
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[ 5.15.2003 ]
*wtf??!
musique :: /p.o.d./ sleeping awake (still!)
******** /puretone/ stuck in a groove
******** /john mayer/ why georgia
i've got weird parents who never agree on anything. it's probably best if they don't speak to each other. i mean that.
mamá purchased this 3 door wardrobe cabinet and had it assembled yesterday. dad thinks it's some hideous monstrosity and for about a few minutes, they were arguing about it.. mamá insists that it fits perfectly fine. dad says that it's an eyesore. and then comes the part where culture, out of nowhere, gets brought in. dad goes, "Nueva Ecijans... tsk, tsk." mamá blurts out, "people who grew up in Navotas are full of shit." and so on.
the bad part is, i don't care. i've gotten used to it all. should i care if they get separated? would i? i might.
kai is coming home on the 27th. 11 days from now. woot! i've only been to Divisoria once, and now that she knows how to get there, we'd go shopping when she gets here. i've been looking for plain white tank tops that aren't so transparent and are made in cotton. hopefully, i'd get one in Divisoria for about a hundred pesos. i'd get Kylie one, too, because she'd kill me if she finds out that i finally found one and haven't bought one for her. (think: "ang daya mo! ba't di mo ko binilan?!")
and vi-an still insists i should go out with Angelo, but because she's ben watching too much anime, "Rave# in particular, she'd finally accepted the fact that it's Julius that i like (o: heehee.
U.P. Manila, please take me in. my dad talked to the Univ Registrar and she told him that my chances there are already dim, but in U.P. Los Baños, i've like, an 80% chance of getting accepted.
i'm really not ready of giving up on UPM yet. the greater hope i have, the greater disappointment i'll get. i know that, but i still have my fingers crossed.
if i get taken in by UPM, i promise i'll go to church and hear mass every week. i'll meditate upon the mysteries of the Holy Rosary every month. i'll even attend Flores de Mayo and Santacruzan every year. i promise. i'll no longer be an inactive Christian.
musique :: /p. o. d./ sleeping awake
************ /zwan/ honestly
mood :: happy happy joy joy
clad :: that red top
it caaame. it finally caaame. (if you've seen Toy Story no matter how kiddie that movie is, you'd know how this should be read.. Ü) i'm not exactly sure if i'd see The Matrix Reloaded today.. i'm just glad it's here. (o:
better call tee, kyle, and the others later. cox is turning 18 next week. and i'm going Ü, though i've no idea what to get her yet.
paolo emailed me the other day, saying he'd dislocated his knee or something.. (don't laugh if that's not possible.. i dunno!) he'd been staying at home for about a week now, doing nothing but watch tv and fool around with the PS2.
that's it for now. nothing for your personal enlightenment. i'd blog again later if i get less lazy than usual. gtg.
unfortunately, i might settle seeing it a day late because i had my tickets reserved too late. when i logged on to my account at sureseats.com, all the 15may03 theatre seats were booked.
they rated it R13. (the 1st one got an R18 and i had to wait for it on DVD) Á¶¸¶¸®¾ÈÁ¦¸®
maybe Tere and I would settle viewing it over at SMB. we just have to show up early so we get seats. that makes me wonder.. why do cinemas at SMB allow people to get in even if there are no more seats available and they have to view it while standing? oh well.
i'm a Globe mobile phone subscriber. a rival company, Smart Communications, are offering official Matrix Reloaded merchandise when you switch subscriptions with them.
the tank top's really cute, you know. it's black and "Matrix Reloaded" is emblazoned with a glow-in-the-dark print. (o: my shobe says that i don't need more black shirts, but i really want it and i'd act bratty for now..
should i do it? should i switch to Smart and get the nice freebie? 『좀』JOM [11:57:00 PM]
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[ 5.09.2003 ]
*g'bye DLSU.
musique :: /snooze/ did i give you much
mood :: "whew."
so long green archer.
i went to De La Salle U (again.) yesterday to finally withdraw my credentials and forfeit my chance to enroll. gbye DLSU. gbye UP-Manila.
two down. two more to go.
after pizza, i went to the mall via public transportation to meet up with my dad, who's taking me to the Univ of Santo Tomas (again.) for an interview with the College of Arts and Letters dean.
he got caught in heavy traffic along Roxas Boulevard so i had to wait for him for an hour. i must've browsed the Padre Faura wing dozens of times while waiting. i steered away from the record store because when i walked in there looking for Groove Armada's CD, this clerk started singing that song from the San Miguel Beer TV ad ("Binibini.. sa aking pagtulog, ika'y panaginip ko../kinda goes like, "Miss, when I sleep, I dream of you.."/ ") went up to me, sang "O, kay ganda.. o, kay ganda.. /oh, how beautiful.. oh, how beautiful/ " and asked, "Miss, anong pangalan niyo? Puwede bang makipagkilala?"
*cringes*
there's something about me and guys who call out, "Hi, miss." from across the aisle. it happens a lot, and if you have more sense, you'd ignore them and go on your way. no, it's not so bitchy. it's normal. especially in Manila.
why is that??
okay, so i've gone to see the dean, and she asked me to return on the 13th for enrollment.
UST might be the way to go.
dad's a prick because he won't let me choose and he commands, not asks. if i get in the Univ of the Philippines-Los Baños, i'd be moving out, packing my stuff, and living in that provincial area for a whole year. if, by the end of the term, i do good enough and get a high GPA, they'd let me transfer to the Manila branch, which i want more than anything.
however, if i enroll at UST, i'd be studying there for 4 years, therefore disables me from getting a UP diploma. ever. (have you heard that it is near impossible to get in the UP Law School and you'd rather jump out the window than prepare for their entrance exam??)
the 29th of May. the ultimate deadline. decides my lifestyle. 『좀』JOM [7:21:00 PM]
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[ 5.08.2003 ]
LAST NIGHT'S ENTRY . TALA KAGABI *bleh.
musique :: /chicane/ love on a run
mood :: drained and disappointed
clad :: "nvy grl"
)o: there had been quite a number of UP-Manila wait-list applicants, and they accepted the top 100 to fill the enrollment slots. i got a freaking 2point6. how could i possibly get in that list? i'm really sorry that i got too stupid for UP.
you're not seeing me in UP Manila this year.
UST suddenly got unearthed from my list of campus choices. i thought i lost my slot there when i didn't show up for the interview, but i went there this afternoon and talked with the College of Commerce dean and she said that rest assured, i have that slot. why was that? because she said that unlike those who have to get reconsidered, i am credible for enrollment because i did well in the entrance exam. yay.
however, since my transcript of school records isn't available yet, i have to settle for a late enrollment.
i was with my Mamá this morning. after lunch, i went on my way. while i was at UST, she went to De La Salle U to pursue enrollment procedures.
yes. wtf.
if the mom and dad contest keeps up, i'd be enrolled in two universities.
an archer (dlsu) versus a tiger (ust). mom doesn't approve of ust, dad doesn't approve of dlsu.
i am still stuck in between. that's right. it should be my choice. are they hearing me out?
no. 『좀』JOM [5:21:00 PM]
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[ 5.04.2003 ]
*The Bear Necessities.
musique :: /dannii minogue/ i begin to wonder
******** /dirty vegas/ simple things
******** /audioslave/ like a stone
chow :: slice'a bread with strawberry jam in it
after almost a month of hibernation, i finally found Dipsy who's been hiding under the bed. my dad bought her when i was 2 years old, so don't blame me if she looks like some smelly old rag. we're not throwing her away ever. she's family :P
hmm.. family.
i miss 'te Kay. now that my mobile phone is loaded with airtime credits again (yay!), i get to send her messages now and then.
and yeah.. if there is such a thing as a bond that binds mi familia together, i believe it exists between me and Kai. (yep. slap it around with cheese, dear.) she's the person closest to knowing me. (Anyone who says "I know you." is either a god or a liar.. I am who I am, not how others perceive me. Ü)
although we bitch about a lot of stuff we disagree on, and i'd never succumb to retorting, "You were right. I was wrong." ..those petty world war breakouts don't last for a whole hour. no official truces either. after a while, I see her, we bitch about stuff we do agree on, i offer her chips, and everything's forgotten. i don't feel annoyed anymore.
showing the love (o:
the matrix reloaded makes a touchdown on the 15th.
guess what? i'm a freaking minor and i have to plot ways to see it. somebody, please lend me your driver's license for a day. just for 3 hours at the most. please.
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